Being a mother can be one of the most rewarding jobs ever…and
it can be one of the hardest. I’m one of those people who, from the time I was
little, always wanted to be a mom. I was the neighborhood babysitter that
everyone used. I took Child Care classes in high school. I majored in Early Childhood
Education in undergrad. I couldn’t get enough of being around small children. My
first real job was teaching Kindergarten in a public school system.
But those children were only mine for a short while each
day. I didn’t have control over how many hugs or stories they got at bedtime.
But two years after I graduated college and got my first job, my college
sweetheart and I got married. Less than two years later, we had a baby girl.
It wasn’t in the moment of her birth that I felt like a mom,
no, I was too exhausted to even speak. But the moment it truly hit me that I
was a mother is ingrained deep in my memory. My daughter was born at night and I was
so tired the nurses offered to take her to the nursery so I could get some
rest. Early the next morning, they brought her to me because she’d been fussing
a bit and figured I needed to breastfeed her. I held her close, whispered to
her, and she settled right down. And I fell asleep. An hour later the nurse
came back to get her so the doctor could do a quick exam. Oh, no, I hadn’t fed
her. She’d fallen asleep so I had too.
The nurse looked at me and grinned. “I guess she just needed
her mom.”
That was it. The moment I realized this precious child
needed me. What an emotional feeling. I
still tear up thinking about that moment, and the abundant, unconditional love I
had for another human. One I had helped to create. There’s nothing in the world like it.
These are my children, years ago, Emily, Kasey, and Christopher!
What's a special 'mom' moment in your life? As a mom or with your own mom?
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In my book, Running Target, Jack Holland was raised by a man
who was always working. He swears he’ll be a better father than that. Until a
mob hit sends him running, away from the covert family he needs to protect.
Here’s a little snippet of Jack sneaking into the hospital to steal a quick
peek at his new son.
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Stepping
closer, he looked down on the clear container, the blue tag proclaiming this
child to be a boy. Squinting in the dim light, he read the words. Mother’s
name: Callina Lansing. Baby: Jonathan.
Jonathan. She’d named the baby after him. A
lump clogged his throat. A son. Damn. He had a son and wouldn’t be able to get
to know him, see him grow, share in his life. This world was too cruel at
times.
He shouldn’t take the chance but he
needed to hold him. It was vital that he touch the life he and Callie had
created. He wanted—no needed—to let his child know how much he loved him. The
powerful emotion emanated from his heart even as he gazed down at the tiny
figure. How could love grow this fast? His first glimpse was only a second ago.
Now the feeling consumed him.
Reaching down, he stroked the side
of his son’s face. The baby turned his head, his bow-shaped lips opening
slightly. Jack’s heart beat faster. The protective instincts that had always
come into play when he was around Callie, throbbed to life and expanded as he
gazed at the sweet face of his son. Heat like an electric storm surged through
his blood. How could he protect this child in his current situation? He’d bring
more danger upon him if he hung around. Eight months of running, trying to
escape the long arm of Victor Cabrini, had shown him what hell was. Now he
glimpsed a small piece of heaven.
He slid his hands under the infant,
lifting him from the bed to hold him close. Jonathan barely weighed anything.
His heart constricted yet again. The innocent baby scent wafted into his
nostrils and he blinked back the moisture filling his eyes. The reaction was
primitive and territorial. This was his
son.
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"Thrilling...Lemor once again features a dynamite protagonist who's easily relatable,
and her talent for incorporating romance and forgiveness against the odds
make Running Target even more enticing."
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"Thrilling...Lemor once again features a dynamite protagonist who's easily relatable,
and her talent for incorporating romance and forgiveness against the odds
make Running Target even more enticing."
—RT Book Reviews
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Beautiful, Kari. You nailed the emotions. Yours and Jack's. Motherhood and fatherhood is a beautiful thing.
ReplyDeleteYes, it is! Thank you!
ReplyDeleteWhat a sweet moment with your daughter, Kari. Thanks for telling us. It's something that's hard to express but you knew the exact time you became a mom. Kudos.
ReplyDeleteThanks! That moment is seered in my mind it was so important.
DeleteOkay...you made me get teary-eyed. I was a mom the moment I saw her...and scared to death to boot!
ReplyDeleteYeah, I fell in love immediately but reality didn't set in until that moment!
ReplyDeleteYOu made me cry, damn you, hee hee Great post.
ReplyDeleteGood, I did my job then!
DeleteA lovely post. I'm not sure when it got real for me, but it was a life-changer from the first minute.
ReplyDeleteYes, being a mom sure does change everything!
DeleteLovely post, Kari, and a heart-tugging excerpt. Well done!
ReplyDeleteThanks!! This book seems to be the favorite of readers when I ask.
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